Blackouts
As I get older I realize how dangerous mixing too many pills and drinking too much really is. Not that I drink a lot anymore– butwhen I do I seem to always take it overboard. Last night I hung out with Sarah and ended up getting way too messed up. I took about 4 green colozapam (the strongest they come), drank a six pack of cider jacks and a few shots of vodka. THEN when Ryan went to sleep with my Dad later she picked me up again and we went to a friends house where i ended up takng 2 percasets. ( i dont even remember what strength they were ).
My memory stayed with me untill I got home. But when Igot home I dn’t remember a thing. All I know is I woke up this morning sleeping in nothing but my underwear. Justin says I passed out on web cam in my comp chair. And Megan said I had called her earlier but I don’t remember that either.
I’m so done with that crap. 
2 comments August 29th, 2008